My Soldier and His Prayer
Wrote this a few days ago... though its not a comfortable subject, its Truth can't be forgotten
With a gun on his back the young man stood
His heart silently bleeding, he’d cry if he could
He had to stay strong and keep on with the fight
No matter the fear or terror of the night
For just a split second he thought of a child
Jealous was he of innocence so undefiled
For what was once just a fun childhood game
Was now strapped to his back, never leaving him the same
It was his choice to make an oath years ago
No one said with honor came a measure of woe
He fought for his country, for the Red White and Blue
He’d fight til God called him Home, he knew that was true
Dear God, he silently prayed, are you there?
Do you understand my heart’s torn, do you hear my prayer?
I’m fighting for those I love, don’t you understand?
If you do anything Lord, guide this gun in my hand
I’m tired of seeing those I love fall ‘round me
I’m trying to be the soldier you want me to be
They trained me to be firm, tough and strong
But I wake up dreading the funeral’s vile song
You know I serve you above all the rest
So I humbly beg of you this one small request
Can you show up in my story just a little bit more?
Tell me just how you share in my heart’s broken core
At first the young man heard not a sound
Hopelessly he laid his head on the ground
Maybe he’d misunderstood God’s grace
Maybe he’d been forgotten, as well as his race
“My child, raise your head once again
Realize that love, my love, always gains a win
I never considered leaving you here alone
I Cherish the times you’re honest before my throne
You asked to see how I understood your fight
You asked to know if I understood a hopeless night
My Son, my fight held not a gun, but a cross
And believe me, I understand the heartache of loss
But as you’ve seen your brothers die here
I remember the heartache and unending tears
When you think I stand by silent without a care
Realize I'm silently sharing in the burden you bear
When your family can’t help a sleepless night
I’m standing near, praying, and in that joining the fight
For once, long ago, my prayer was the same heart break
I begged for release and relief from the ache
I love you, my child, you need to know
When you have no where to turn no where to go
Tear down the walls, run into my arms open wide
I am the One and Only, and Your Unseen Guide